my cry
I sit here on my laptop I cry. Scared of who I’ve become. I feel like a failure every time I turn around I fall as soon as I think I’m doing better.Then boom I knocked back down. At first I thought it was all because bad things always happens to good people like me. But now I realized bad things happen to me because I let them and that was a hard pill to swallow. As soon as I swallowed that hard pill I cried. So here sitting at my laptop trying to work and I’m balling my eyes out from how much this hurts.I know I hurt and cried before.but this time this cry was different. But i don’t know if this cry is a good kind of cry or a bad one yet